Saturday, October 7, 2023

7:09

Everything feels so screwed up
I have you, but not like I used to
You have me, but I'm farther away
Tension was rising
It all came to a head
I want to start over and redo it all
But I want back what I had before
Overall, we both want the same
But better
So much on my mind about how this is going
It's hard to think about or plan anything else
The connections I have mean more than ever
I am afraid of losing more
I have always been afraid of change
Please open back up to love
Please take care of yourself
Please forgive me
All we have is this chance

Friday, October 6, 2023

Books I Never Read

All the books I've ever had
I never have them
Because I never read them
I'm always handing them out to friends or family
I'm always trying to help other people
It's never for me
But it's always about me
And when the pressure is on me
I need help