Maybe everything has been the same forever
Maybe these thoughts are re-thoughts, and I forgot
Maybe I'm not actually grown at all
I don't want to feel captured by your influence anymore
There has to be another way to live and stay afloat
I'm scared to be alone, but I'm scared to stay here
I want to for once be in control of my success
I can't allow you to hold the reigns of my destiny any longer
When I said goodbye once, I shouldn't have lied
You didn't deserve me when at my highest generosity
I refuse to stay on the bottom of your heel
When I can finally admit I deserve a chance to swing back
