Resistance is an Ally

Forced forgiveness is just another form of dominance. Submitting to the people out of shame is a failure to oneself. To stand by your own word represents the spirit of humanity.

My nature leads me down a path of uncertainty. Without my nature, I don't exist.

Pondering

Life is complicated. I can't sleep because I can't stop thinking. How did my life end up this way? Is there something wrong with me, other people, or all of us?

What will it take for me to get to the point of feeling mutual comfort in myself and those around me? That's what it's all about, right? Mutual goals. Shared interests. Even though I am far above the mind of my dog, we have a shared interests. Survival, food, togetherness, and so on and so forth. 

Happiness isn't a desire anymore. Happiness is a myth. I can't be bothered with fables or riddles. What is my time going towards and what good will it bring me and others?

I need to sleep. I guess I will try, but I feel like my life is a movie and the credits are about to roll. There is no logical reason to feel this way, but it is how I feel. 

What is anything when one looks back on the experience? How much sense did any of it make? Am I just getting the cheaper version of everything in life, and when will fortune remember my efforts? What is waiting for me now?

Mystified by reality

Is life just two beings comparing themselves to each other and disagreeing?

Even if all the energy in the universe spawns from this tension, is it necessary?

What if black and white never existed?

Just some thoughts
to leave you pondering.